- How are you , my dear ?! -

yeah ... been ... hmm ... four months din't see you ...
ya ... today ... 18th of oct !!!
is the fourth months in singapore !!!
Unbelieveable ! i've been here for four months !!!
and still ALIVE !!!!
thank God for His mercy ... and thanks for those who taking care of me over here ~
yupe ... i will give thanks on behalf of my parents as well , lol ...

and ... some more ... inside my deepest heart ...
i wanna thank you ...
thank you so much ... for ... being my friend ...
how are you over there ??!!
i still remember the big big smile that you gave me before i leaved KK ...
the encourageable words from you ...
a lot of times ... just wanna share my life here with you ...
but somehow ... my own pride holding me ...
once again they remind me ... how hurt you've been inflicted in my life ...
i never stop blessing you and loving you in the love of Jesus ...
i always remember all the craps and crazy things that i've done for you ...
and even laugh out uncontrollable in the middle of the night ...
no matter how ... i never felt regret ...
because ... it's worthy to do so my dear ...

you told me ... go and find my own purposes in my life ..
but my deepest heart telling me ... obeying is the only way which i can do ...
you shared with me ... about your vision and how God fulfilling His purposes in you life ...
my dear ... i felt proud of you !!!
and i pretty sure that ... your rewards in the heaven ... will be super Great !!!

Every single second in KK ...
since we met each other ...
i will never and ever forget about it ...
you are the one whom God arranged and want me to meet up ..
i leaved all the happiness in Kk ... and bring all the hurts along with me ...
because i know that , i've learn something ...
something call maturity in relationship !!!!

my dear .. we are both mature christian ..
we know that what we can do and what we can't !
i pray that , we will have our soul mate whom God preparing one day ~
the one who never give us so much hurts ... but the abundance LOVE !!!
i still love you ... with all my heart ... but in the love of Jesus ~

bless you ... and love ...
p/s : i miss your Big Big smile soOoo much ...
a smile which always comforted me ..